Like attracts like and I tend to attract clients who are on the path of embodiment.
These individuals are happily and skilfully connected to the ALL (and usually empathic, clairvoyant and well aware of their multi-dimensionality), but who find defining, or grounding their Eye in a clear, balanced way, challenging, as I did.
What I’ve learnt is that claiming the Eye includes setting boundaries; both those within which the Self can play, stretch and learn, BUT also committing to the container of one’s BODY as the most grounded aspect of the vessel for Life to flow through.
It is evident in systemic constellations that when we prioritise the connection to the ALL, over the connection to the I/ Eye/ physical vessel/ physicality, we are actually closer to DEATH than to LIFE.
The trouble is, the people who are readily connected to the ALL are often perpetual seekers, plant medicine (ab)users, spiritual tourists and those who are used to popping over to another dimension to seek the answer to Life, Love and everything, without giving the answer they receive long enough to really INTEGRATE, or to bed in at all.
It’s like a perpetual high that actually AVOIDS any real integration.
And that was me too.
What I’ve learned, as a result of my deep journey of embodiment, is that when we constantly seek outside of ourselves in this way, without allowing the seeds to cultivate within us – all the way down in the soil, we actually keep ourselves OUT OF BODY. This disparity can leave the physical body heavily malnourished energetically, leading to ailments and disease and psychologically, it can be wildly distracting/ unfulfilling/ frustrating/ depressing to run one’s life through the lens of an ungrounded fantasy.
It can also mean that we are led up the garden path by the next idea/ teaching/ teacher/ dimension, as we aren’t clear, grounded, or fully claiming our own energy field as our own.
In order to truly be a servant OF THESE TIMES, we have to act as the bridge for these higher layers of consciousness and energy to come through to us IN THE PHYSICAL.
To be embodied is to truly be aligned with and receiving from life.
Sacred Coffee
I thought I'd given up coffee, until recently.
As I became more sensitive, I became aware of how coffee would contribute to being more out-of-body. I would exist in an energetic ball above my shoulder for the day & there would be a constant tension, force & will to keep myself anchored into the physical. This would play out in everything speeding up around me; my movement, breath, conversations & emotions. Irritation & frustration would easily bubble up (in me & people in my hologram around me), as my energy would desperately reach to reconnect with my Earth-anchor (body).
We can see how this plays out in the collective; fuelling the addiction to forcing, overreaching, to seeking the “promised land” versus living in the Now & the general inability to land in the body. This, in turn, takes people further away from their sacred vessel as tuning fork & in-the-moment-guide.
In April, with the incredible @salena_walker & the gall bladder came; the Coffee Enema.
Opening mySelf & my prayers to this process, the spirit of Coffee both worked me & worked with me & has continued to come back to me at more elevated frequencies (as we grow through the layers of consciousness, we often spiral back/ forward (in)to things that previously we had written off).
In coming to Costa Rica I met the plant herself & the deeply embodied people who craft for slow, intentional consumption (far from the fast-food we are used to seeing in airports, service stations & supermarkets).
The version grown with pride and ritualistic adoration.
The lower echelons of a spirit ally highlight exactly what within ourselves needs integrating
-> and the disparity between the collective’s energy body & physical body is crying out to be noticed right now.
It's no coincidence that this medicine has grown in popularity over the past 40 years.
Coffee is a deeply grounding ally, that has the capacity to whisper us back to our centre line, if we only listen to her patient, devoted medicine, a medicine that has already found her way to a street near you!
Word.
Becoming more aware of the power of spellcasting (or newscasting), as our collective power of manifestation (or meeting up with more of what belongs to us) becomes supercharged through the forced and conscious, purification of our fields.
But, what if somebody's (or indeed, our) words don't land right? Or, when they are pitched to trigger a reaction rooted in a wound in us, or another? How can we really perceive the Truth of what is, in a world pitched in polarity?
What we can see (when we see/ hear/ feel/ know) is the potential dichotomy between the meaning of the words and the flavour of the energy projected with the words.
Often due to:
- negative conscious intention behind the words, ie dark magic
- the words being spoken through an unconscious lens of distortion, ie unresolved wounding
This is different from:
- positive conscious intention behind the words, spoken through minimal distortion, but landing directly in a wound/ distortion in another's field, ie holding the live potential for uplevel
From a place of present neutrality, fully getting our energy behind words, enables the Divine in us to speak to the divine in the other. A bit like God's Telephone.
Even if what is communicated isn't popular,
Isn't welcomed
Isn't fashionable
Isn't verbalised at all
In order to truly communicate, we must cultivate a clarity of field; free of distortion, free of a perspective, or a concave lens of wounding (either in the transmitter or the receiver). Free of spin, of manipulation, of saying/ doing to get or to provoke a certain response or reaction.
With clear intention and a little graceful respect, rather than maintaining the wall between us and holding our motives, POVs and goals most high above all else, we invite the Grace of God/ Nature/ Source into the mix, which in turn births the trinary energy of creation directly from the Void. It opens us up to possibility. Keeps our faces to the Sun. Supports the upwards spiral of evolution.
Something as routine as a greeting can take on the form of something much greater. Something that acknowledges the Divine in the other, honours your channel and nods to Nature as living witness.
Word.
You, the Medicine
Incarnated through a lens of distortion.
A divinely orchestrated play,
A soul curriculum paired with finite time,
Equalling clearer view every day.
What intelligence! The master plan!
An insertion of ourSelves,
Into our roles,
Into our feet, our root, our anchor deep –
Filtering out into the house and the home.
A co-creative game,
Through saying yes to creation,
Yes to learning,
Yes to the chaos of living.
Another spinning cycle of souls,
Seeking to bring light to these waters,
Called in as medicine for these times.
The Viral Lode
My experience with the *virus* at the end of last year was deeply Shamanic in its essence and teachings.
Intelligent, intense and compassionate - in my experience - it orchestrated a deep clearing of old wounds, tied up in each physical organ, bodily system and cell as it worked me from head to toe, from inside out.
As each molecule of toxin, pressed down into my cells through years of wounding, resistance and fighting against myself, bubbled up, an emotion, a memory and a full body energetic experience would come with it. Prostrating on the bed, my body went nill by mouth for 4 days.
It pushed me to many limits and choice points that could have taken me months and years to get to. I saw my light blinking in the darkness and had to claim, declare and anchor in (again) my right to life.
I had to fully choose life from a unified place, having seen the contrast of my shadow and having brought more of my lead into the light.
It wasn't easy.
But, getting sick - for me - wasn't something to be frightened of, or to deny the possibility of. Being sick is - for me - something to be gently open to, if that is how my body needs to express itself and the toxins accumulated from having lived many lives in resistance.
I am not opposed to sickness, nor am I prepared to fight or mask my body's responses and fashions of expression. To do so would be deeply polarised against myself - and my own physical manifestation in this reality.
--> It would be to be against my own choice to incarnate.
Perhaps the *virus* isn't the problem, but people’s addition to being pitched against each other - and themselves - is.
Perhaps *it* is the Gaian gift of accelerated uplevel that we've criminalised and rebranded the enemy.
Perhaps the mass marketing of a bandaid-fix-all-ills to prevent, nullify, reduce, expell and test for the enemy was exactly the medicine that we needed to illustrate our addiction, born out of deep wounding, to a case of "us and them" perpetual polarisation.
As with all my work; take what resonates and leave the rest to the wind.
Are you Ready to Die?
If you’re not actively taking from Life, you are merging with Death.
In many new age spiritual practices, we can spend much of our time out of body; reaching, grasping, seeking externally to ourselves, “channeling” other “consciousnesses”, our “higher” selves – always more, forward, progress, self-development; mirrored on the outside as economic growth, growth per capita, environmental exhaustion.
When you don’t nourish, or anchor into Life, into the Now, into what is coming up right under your nose in Life’s mirror, lost in some goal, some dream, or someone else’s reality, essentially, you’re not anchoring into your Heart, nor into your cells.
If you have a propensity to merge more easily with the ALL that is, Death is more familiar to you than Life.
Death is your merging with the ALL.
Unification with the ALL, without a firm and solid anchor in the Heart/ Now/ Zero Point Field, is in fact an anchor into Death. Death is the merging with the ALL and the dissolution of the I.
So, I ask, why follow any new age spiritual teachings that offer you that merger without the anchor?
We see this as a distortion with people teaching “spirituality”, or “quantum transformation” and at the same time not actually acting, nor actually perceiving the world, through their heart.
How do you anchor your I? You have to fully consent to life.
To fully consent to life, you must be vulnerable enough to receive – and this means receiving life from everywhere, every corner, every parent, ancestor, partner current or previous, every single thing that shows up in your life to offer you a breadcrumb to locating the next piece of yourself.
Life doesn’t work in hierarchies.
Life’s best teachers don’t cost more and more money.
Life isn’t a pyramid scheme to be conquered.
Legacy itself isn’t monetary either – it can be as simple as being able to receive life fully from your ancestral lines, in order to fully give life to your progeny.
Any teaching that is merger without anchor fosters your connection with Death, not Life.
You cannot serve from the ALL, it has to run through the I, through the Human – remember that the saints themselves had to physicalize in order to serve.
It’s all very well pumping out metta into the void, but unless you are anchored in, you are burning yourself out and actually doing Life a disservice.
It is possible to set up a very simple experience, whereby you can feel into in the moment where you stand on the scale between being able to take from Life and from Death. This is a very powerful movement and realisation and in turn can catalyse many large and significant changes in one’s life. If you would like to experience this, please do make contact.
To Deny your Ancestors is to Deny a Part of Yourself
"Would you rather be right, or would you rather have peace?" my teacher would say when inevitably we reach an impasse whereby our story sounds off louder than our heart's patient longing.
True freedom isn’t achieved through resistance and denial - of others and inevitably of parts of ourselves - and although these are of course valid portals to step through, these are not the final destination.
Quite the opposite of giving our power away, knowing our place in the wider tapestry of Life gives us the opportunity to see it all - and still strike out in Greatness.